A TEST OF SURVIVAL
C
H A P T E R 3 (continued)
He underestimated her. Dani flung herself out of the
chair and grabbed him around the neck. Gus lifted her
in a release of joy and stepped away from his desk,
swinging her in a circle.
When he put her down, she tipped her face to his. “I
don’t want her to die, you know,” she said
with a little laugh. “Although once upon a time
….”
He brushed her nose with a finger. “Nice lady.”
“I can’t handle another teenager in the
house, that’s all.”
“Zero chance of that,” Gus said. “Leo
would never come to me. Even if Gretchen doesn’t
make it.”
“You’re his father.”
“Dwayne Cooper was his father,” Gus said,
turning his face to the window. “That’s
the way he looks at it. He’s made it clear enough.”
Dani pressed her cheek to his chest. “It’s
you he called for help. What does that make you?”
“I don’t know. The rock or the hard place,
I guess.”
* * *
A carnivore with hot teeth
beavered away inside Gretchen Judd, chewing through
what remained of her gut. It was a pain peculiar to
surgery’s aftermath. She thought it might make
her a better doctor. From time to time, people hinted
she could stand to work on her empathy. Here was a customized
curriculum, courtesy of Whoever Almighty: major surgery,
confused treatment options, a gradually terminal diagnosis.
Gretchen picked up the bedside phone in Room 378, checked
for the dial tone, and returned it to its cradle. Gus
said he would put her slides at the front of the line
and call as soon as he had an answer. It took four days
to culture a specimen. His time was up.
The call came just as Gretchen had disconnected her
feeding tube from the port taped on her stomach, gimped
into the bathroom, and eased down to empty her bladder.
She fumbled for the nurse call button and squeezed it,
then surged to her feet too fast and had to hold to
the sink for a moment, her head lowered. She made her
way back, muttering, “Don’t you dare hang
up on me.”
Gus sounded as close as the next room. “Did I
wake you?”
“Yeah. I was dreaming about waterfalls. Hold on.”
She stretched the phone to reach what she had come to
think of as Alta’s recliner, a blue imitation
leather. The chair groaned as she settled into it, cold
against her exposed skin. She drew Alta’s afghan
up to her waist, taking her time.
A nurse appeared around the half-open door, wearing
the blank, ready-for-anything face of the chronically
overworked. Gretchen waved her away. She picked up the
phone with one hand and clamped the other over her eyes.
Gus would use a bluff hearty tone with her and then
she would know he had found nothing.
“So go,” she said.
“You know those jokes that start out, I’ve
got some good news and some bad news?”
“Your jokes suck. I can’t laugh, anyway.”
“Okay. It’s very very good, Gretchen. I
tried this one combination because I’ve been convinced
that – oh never mind. The thing is, it drilled
a big hole in your cancer. Technically a lovely, lovely
assay. I’ve worked out a response probability
way over average.”
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